[The fondness is met with some surprise, before it simmers down, allowing some fondness of his own to come to the forefront.]
...Eh, I'm just saying what I feel.
[Hansa, reminding himself that all of these emotions are out in the open, feels something that's not quite embarrassment, but something similar - its like being caught in the open and realizing you wore two different shoes to work. This oversharing of emotions...]
Ha. And I guess since we're just feeling what each other is feeling, I really don't have to elaborate.
Oh? I don't think that you're that hard to understand.
[he likes hansa!!! and for all his intricacies, there's yet to be anything that soo-won doesn't like? though at the mention of sharing - there's... an odd analytical note, as if he's reviewing the last few moments before admitting]
.... in truth, I think - there might be something wrong with me. [and even then there's this odd feeling that - normally he wouldn't be sharing this? he glances briefly to the assortment of medicinal items on the counter] It's less a matter of trust, but in truth, I don't particularly care to talk about myself given what I've done in my life and how I know it can frighten people, or weigh them down.
[it's heavy and soo-won doesn't deny that - but it's a weight he's used to carrying. something he expects, and he doesn't like to share because other people don't need to know and yet.]
But... even though I think it's odd, it seems like I can't stop myself from telling you.
[the flicker of concern is met with confusion - if only because even now soo-won thinks he can handle this. he's steadfast and even though he's uncertain about his own behavior, it comes with a light note of
something closer to exasperation]
.... we'll see. Depending on how long it lasts. It's already been a few hours.
Goat suggested that it's not entirely impossible that I could be feeling this way because of a Leader's power - or if our fellow participants may have powers of their own that can affect people.
It's less whatever comes to mind but... talking about myself.
[there's a chance he wouldn't have offered all that information up to hansa if he wasn't ENCHANTED TO DO IT]
What? But everyone has their powers taken away...unless you're thinking some actually have some that were given to them by our supposed masked traitor?
[Hmm. That's bad. Concern, frustration flicker over again, and he frowns.]
...So I guess you being so open wasn't because you were feeling like you had the urge to confess your sins to a holy man like me. [A huff.] I guess you need to be real careful of what you say to others, now.
Goat told me that it's not an impossibility, unfortunately - but I also don't have anything to particularly support it either. It's only something that exists within the realm of possibility.
I'd like to inquire about each leader's individual powers to see if we can get a lead on that first.
[since that'd be easier to account for than ~mystery powers~
though - at the mention of confessing his sins soo-won just manages a bit of a laugh at that]
I'll watch myself - but it's probably just because people feel as though I keep too much to myself to begin with. That's less a matter of trust, though. It's just practical.
[and that he seems to mean sincerely - because there is an awareness of his own life, and his difficulties. they're hard to hold onto, they're hard to accept. admitting them freely would only cause concern that he considers unhelpful]
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...Eh, I'm just saying what I feel.
[Hansa, reminding himself that all of these emotions are out in the open, feels something that's not quite embarrassment, but something similar - its like being caught in the open and realizing you wore two different shoes to work. This oversharing of emotions...]
Ha. And I guess since we're just feeling what each other is feeling, I really don't have to elaborate.
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It's a bit odd, isn't it? Though I can't say that I dislike it. Even still, I'm sorry for any discomfort I might cause.
[hansa lowkey threatened him emotionally and yet soo-won's like 'sometimes i get unbearably sad i'm sorry you might have to feel it']
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[The laugh makes him stare at Soo-won for a moment, amused with that hint of fondness again, before he just shakes his head.]
Anyways...thanks for sharing that all with me. I can tell it was weighing you down.
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[he likes hansa!!! and for all his intricacies, there's yet to be anything that soo-won doesn't like? though at the mention of sharing - there's... an odd analytical note, as if he's reviewing the last few moments before admitting]
.... in truth, I think - there might be something wrong with me. [and even then there's this odd feeling that - normally he wouldn't be sharing this? he glances briefly to the assortment of medicinal items on the counter] It's less a matter of trust, but in truth, I don't particularly care to talk about myself given what I've done in my life and how I know it can frighten people, or weigh them down.
[it's heavy and soo-won doesn't deny that - but it's a weight he's used to carrying. something he expects, and he doesn't like to share because other people don't need to know and yet.]
But... even though I think it's odd, it seems like I can't stop myself from telling you.
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[Now curiosity rises, and he's looking at Soo-won, eyebrows furrowed. A flicker of concern can be felt over the connection.]
You don't think someone might have done this to you? Like with those stones. Made you more...willing to say whatever you're thinking about.
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something closer to exasperation]
.... we'll see. Depending on how long it lasts. It's already been a few hours.
Goat suggested that it's not entirely impossible that I could be feeling this way because of a Leader's power - or if our fellow participants may have powers of their own that can affect people.
It's less whatever comes to mind but... talking about myself.
[there's a chance he wouldn't have offered all that information up to hansa if he wasn't ENCHANTED TO DO IT]
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[Hmm. That's bad. Concern, frustration flicker over again, and he frowns.]
...So I guess you being so open wasn't because you were feeling like you had the urge to confess your sins to a holy man like me. [A huff.] I guess you need to be real careful of what you say to others, now.
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I'd like to inquire about each leader's individual powers to see if we can get a lead on that first.
[since that'd be easier to account for than ~mystery powers~
though - at the mention of confessing his sins soo-won just manages a bit of a laugh at that]
I'll watch myself - but it's probably just because people feel as though I keep too much to myself to begin with. That's less a matter of trust, though. It's just practical.
[and that he seems to mean sincerely - because there is an awareness of his own life, and his difficulties. they're hard to hold onto, they're hard to accept. admitting them freely would only cause concern that he considers unhelpful]