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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-06 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah.

So if you lose the the memory of your life's wish, then you're in a bit of a no-win situation.
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-07 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
And the hope and trust that you're going to get back what you lost at the end of this.
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-07 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know.

...

I hope that there's a whole part of my memories they can't get their hands on, which makes things a bit easier to for me to accept. If that makes sense?
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-07 06:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been writing them down. Using the PHS feels a bit... well. You can lose paper easily too, but you can't just vanish it in the blink of an eye like you could data.

[ ... ]

Oh. All the memories I already don't remember.
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-07 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Mm. My memories were starting to come back before I got here, but not many.

[ she shrugs. ]

If I don't remember them, how can this place take them from me?
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-07 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm only hoping that'll be the case but... well. Hope's important. You pretty much said so yourself.
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-08 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
There's only so much a person can take though. Maybe getting to know each other and doing some activities together will mean we're more willing to rely on each other when we need to though...
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-08 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she nods. ]

Yeah. I'd like that, Won.
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[personal profile] chanteuser 2020-10-08 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ wow does alex even have happy memories. ]

Hm...

I think my happy memories are a bit boring. Just... little things, like my singing job, or helping out with some of my roommate's work when it's something not too difficult. Feeling like I've got some purpose, that sort of thing.