[ . . . . hm. he looks thoughtful at that, before looking a bit sheepish.]
.... I try not to be difficult, but I know that at times - I can be. So I don't know... if I'd ever ask someone else to endure the task of loving me, and all that that may come with.
[so at least he's self-aware.]
But... it's not something I intend to force. Maybe it will come find me but....
Well, my circumstances certainly don't make it easy to be my partner either.
So I think... I'm content, as I am. Holding my love for all people, rather than just one. Maybe in the future that will change but... I'm afraid that it's something I don't get to feel simplistically toward.
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.... I try not to be difficult, but I know that at times - I can be. So I don't know... if I'd ever ask someone else to endure the task of loving me, and all that that may come with.
[so at least he's self-aware.]
But... it's not something I intend to force. Maybe it will come find me but....
Well, my circumstances certainly don't make it easy to be my partner either.
So I think... I'm content, as I am. Holding my love for all people, rather than just one. Maybe in the future that will change but... I'm afraid that it's something I don't get to feel simplistically toward.