[ Dorothy finally glances away from the stars-- but also away from Soo-won. ]
I'm disappointed in myself for thinking that I might be reliable enough. For not trying harder to learn just how badly wounded you were because you were insistent it was fine.
I understand that you didn't wish to put a large target on your back. And I understand that it's also in your nature to downplay the things that trouble you in favor of putting others first.
[ Dorothy's gaze lowers to her hands, clasped in her lap. ]
So perhaps the thing I'm most disappointed in is that, even realizing that, it still hurt.
[and so he'll reach to take one of her hands gently, in between both of his own]
Even if it was not my intent - I hurt you, because of my choice.
I'm sorry for that. It is not your fault, and you needn't be disappointed in yourself for the choice that I made. Even if it was not person, I am still the one who caused you harm.
So I will endeavor to make up for it, if you'll let me.
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[at least he knows]
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I'm not sure why it would be.
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Because I broke your faith, one way or another.
And that is quite the crime.
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[ Dorothy finally glances away from the stars-- but also away from Soo-won. ]
I'm disappointed in myself for thinking that I might be reliable enough. For not trying harder to learn just how badly wounded you were because you were insistent it was fine.
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It is not a matter of you, Dorothy.
[and he'll be very sincere about this]
I told very few people, if anyone at all. Alyssa is my roommate - and everyone else there was present to know my injury or... Lup.
Telling anyone more than that would've made it harder to truly believe that I was innocent today, after all.
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[ Dorothy's gaze lowers to her hands, clasped in her lap. ]
So perhaps the thing I'm most disappointed in is that, even realizing that, it still hurt.
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May I take your hand?
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[ Though she says it a tad dryly. ]
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[and so he'll reach to take one of her hands gently, in between both of his own]
Even if it was not my intent - I hurt you, because of my choice.
I'm sorry for that. It is not your fault, and you needn't be disappointed in yourself for the choice that I made. Even if it was not person, I am still the one who caused you harm.
So I will endeavor to make up for it, if you'll let me.
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[ Like she said, she understands why. ]
If nothing else, I'm just relieved that you weren't actually condemned.
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[and he will own it, because it was his actions that hurt her. even still, he'll just hold onto her hand]
... I am glad for that much then. I'm happy that I still get to be here with you, too.
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[ Or tomorrow, after dealing with the aftermath of the execution of an innocent kid, brat or not. ]
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I intend to keep looking, at the very least. I'm not interested in letting two deaths go by like this.
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