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[personal profile] discernments 2020-11-09 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's a little unreal still. She doesn't know how she's feeling. She doesn't what she should be doing. All she expected was to feel how she did all those years ago (but less, much less because at least this time, she chose this and it wasn't chosen for her).

Something hits her at the sight of him, of him reaching out his hands to her, and she takes his hands for a second before letting them go—

And surging forward to wrap her arms around him instead. ]


Hello. I did not have to leave.

[ She just wants to feel if this real. ]
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[personal profile] discernments 2020-11-09 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ It is more forward than she'd be in any other situation, but it isn't like this situation is normal. She had been so sure that her time would run out and therefore their time together would be out as well.

She lets herself be selfish (isn't that what everyone keeps trying to tell her to be? but does she even know how?) for a moment longer before she pulls back. She's more used to being a shield than being shielded. ]


I think I am, too.

[ She doesn't sound certain about it, but she is glad. ]

I truly didn't— [ She shakes her head, as she cuts herself off. ] Now, all we have to get through is the following week.
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[personal profile] discernments 2020-11-14 07:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her fingers curl and uncurl against his back, as if still testing reality. ]

Mm. I don't know who to thank, but... I am thankful even if I wonder if I shouldn't be this lucky.