[ man what a fuckin day it's been, huh. She is indeed standing there with her hands clasped together, evidently wishing with all her might, but she stops when she hears his voice, turning around with slight surprise. ]
Oh - Won. I wasn't expecting to see anyone else in here. [ her hands drop to her sides, accompanied by a mechanical shifting sound. ] I was. I really need some answers for these past few days... It looks like you had the same thought.
Thanks for asking, but I'm okay. I just... feel terribly for them. All three of them - none of them deserved it. [ yes, including Virid. ] What about you? Although I can guess the answer already.
[there isn't much use - but at least his smile is well-meaning and understanding. he can see why people want to pretend that they're okay]
Mm.... It's hard to determine who to trust at the moment, no?
I'm hoping that the Leaders will be able to inspire a little more faith in the coming weeks, but who can say? We may have to rely on each other as much as possible.
To be honest, I trust us a lot more than I trust them right now. I want to believe in them, but... this weekend was really horrible. [ a beat. ] The one whose team I'm on seemed really nice, so I hope they'll explain what happened.
It's a sentiment I can understand. I'm hoping to speak with my leader for a similar reason.
[there's just a bit of a sigh]
Our best hope is to determine how to slow the process of losing memories, so others don't feel quite so pressured into doing what they have to in order to recover them.
I'm not sure. It's that, or because he has a wish that he wanted so badly he was willing to rush to violence to get it, or some other reason why he wanted to buy into the competition.
[that said, soo-won doesn't sound mad. if anything, he thinks that it's not entirely unexpected]
[ a frown. She hadn't really considered them, but those reasons make sense - even if they make her sad, too. But she'd heard what he'd said to Yona earlier; he was in a desperate position. Even more desperate than she'd realized. It's certainly easy to imagine. ]
Mm. [ a noncommittal noise of agreement. ] It's hard to compete with something like "your greatest wish will be fulfilled" ... but we have to try. We just have to collect more nova. I want to believe most of us aren't willing to do something so gruesome just to rush things forward.
[he looks a little interested at that, tilting his head]
Do you have a wish that you'd like granted? Even if you wouldn't kill for it, are you going to take them up on their offer and hope that your team wins?
[he wouldn't be surprised if she did - they were talking about war just a few days ago, after all]
[ she looks a little surprised by the question at first, but she answers after a moment, looking up at the stars again. ]
Doesn't everyone? No one has a perfect life. [ she links her hands behind her back, the demure pose somewhat at odds with her angular form. ] There's someone I want to protect, so I've got to try and win for him.
Ah, make no mistake. I have goals, of course. Ambitions, the same as anyone else.
But they're nothing that would mean anything to me if I relied on a wish to make them come true. If I don't accomplish them with my own will and ability, then I'm afraid they aren't worth much.
[cool? there's a bit of a laugh at that - he just thinks that it's the type of person he is.]
Mm, they mostly relate to my country.... I'd like to see it strong and fortified, so that the people can live peacefully without fear of harm.
But they'll have to learn to protect themselves, and their leaders will need to learn how to shelter them - otherwise there's no point. Complacency will just return it all to ruin.
Ah - no, I'm a simple merchant. Though I have noble blood, so I suppose I am rather invested in how things proceed. I'm still more interested in the common people...
[but the idea of being pictured as someone in politics makes him laugh. most people think it's hard to imagine with him, he wasn't expecting that]
I'm glad you think so, though. I'm a little relieved, to not have any motivation to participate in their competition.
Well, there's still the matter of protecting your memories - and your country, too, if what they said is the truth. Maybe you don't want a wish, but you must care about remembering things.
Mm, I do. There are memories that I treasure, and I would like to avoid losing them.
However, once we solve all this, they should all be returned to me, no? So I'd like to stabilize the nova, but whether or not I generate the greatest number in my effort to do so doesn't actually matter to me. I hope to contribute.... but care little for rankings.
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Oh - Won. I wasn't expecting to see anyone else in here. [ her hands drop to her sides, accompanied by a mechanical shifting sound. ] I was. I really need some answers for these past few days... It looks like you had the same thought.
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[him rice crackers]
I apologize - I can leave you to it?
[please don't let this be the shortest PC ever]
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No, no! You don't have to go! I think they're busy right now, anyway. I'm not getting a response.
[ they're probably trying to clean up this big mess... provided they didn't cause it. ]
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[to which that he'll tilt his head]
Then - may I inquire as to how you're doing? It's been a bit of an overwhelming weekend to say the least...
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Thanks for asking, but I'm okay. I just... feel terribly for them. All three of them - none of them deserved it. [ yes, including Virid. ] What about you? Although I can guess the answer already.
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Mm.... I suppose I'm also 'okay', if the working definition of 'okay' includes 'feeling terribly' now. [thanks fiora]
It's a bit frustrating... but it makes me think of what we must do next in order to keep this from happening again.
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You got me. I suppose there's no use trying to hide it.
[ shit sux. ]
That's what I'm thinking. If this is what the Realm wants, then I'm out. There must be some other way.
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Mm.... It's hard to determine who to trust at the moment, no?
I'm hoping that the Leaders will be able to inspire a little more faith in the coming weeks, but who can say? We may have to rely on each other as much as possible.
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To be honest, I trust us a lot more than I trust them right now. I want to believe in them, but... this weekend was really horrible. [ a beat. ] The one whose team I'm on seemed really nice, so I hope they'll explain what happened.
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It's a sentiment I can understand. I'm hoping to speak with my leader for a similar reason.
[there's just a bit of a sigh]
Our best hope is to determine how to slow the process of losing memories, so others don't feel quite so pressured into doing what they have to in order to recover them.
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[ she spoke to Virid after the fact, but she didn't press him for information. That wasn't why she was there. ]
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[that said, soo-won doesn't sound mad. if anything, he thinks that it's not entirely unexpected]
Or some combination of the three.
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Mm. [ a noncommittal noise of agreement. ] It's hard to compete with something like "your greatest wish will be fulfilled" ... but we have to try. We just have to collect more nova. I want to believe most of us aren't willing to do something so gruesome just to rush things forward.
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[he looks a little interested at that, tilting his head]
Do you have a wish that you'd like granted? Even if you wouldn't kill for it, are you going to take them up on their offer and hope that your team wins?
[he wouldn't be surprised if she did - they were talking about war just a few days ago, after all]
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Doesn't everyone? No one has a perfect life. [ she links her hands behind her back, the demure pose somewhat at odds with her angular form. ] There's someone I want to protect, so I've got to try and win for him.
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Mm, I suppose so. I think it's nice of you, to want to use your wish for someone else.
[there's a brief little shake of his head]
It doesn't matter that much to me, because there's nothing I want that a wish could grant. But I like hearing what other people hold in their hearts.
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Really? Nothing...?
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Ah, make no mistake. I have goals, of course. Ambitions, the same as anyone else.
But they're nothing that would mean anything to me if I relied on a wish to make them come true. If I don't accomplish them with my own will and ability, then I'm afraid they aren't worth much.
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I see. That's pretty cool of you. Am I allowed to ask what they are? You've got me curious now.
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Mm, they mostly relate to my country.... I'd like to see it strong and fortified, so that the people can live peacefully without fear of harm.
But they'll have to learn to protect themselves, and their leaders will need to learn how to shelter them - otherwise there's no point. Complacency will just return it all to ruin.
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Your country? So you're involved in politics, then? [ Fiora considers this for a moment before nodding. ] That makes sense. I can picture it.
[ he totally has that aura, when she looks back on their other conversations. ]
I agree with you, though. That's a good reason not to have a wish.
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[but the idea of being pictured as someone in politics makes him laugh. most people think it's hard to imagine with him, he wasn't expecting that]
I'm glad you think so, though. I'm a little relieved, to not have any motivation to participate in their competition.
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[ it's fine, he's still cool. ]
Well, there's still the matter of protecting your memories - and your country, too, if what they said is the truth. Maybe you don't want a wish, but you must care about remembering things.
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However, once we solve all this, they should all be returned to me, no? So I'd like to stabilize the nova, but whether or not I generate the greatest number in my effort to do so doesn't actually matter to me. I hope to contribute.... but care little for rankings.
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[ it's said somewhat teasingly. ]
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