[ heeeere's usagi, sitting in the kitchen with her eyes red rimmed and swollen as she stares blankly at her brownie sundae. it's probably half melted by now, spoon held listlessly in her grasp as she contemplates the last nine hours or so. she's probably not going to notice if a bomb went off behind her at this rate ]
[ closes my eyes. i honestly hope he's secure in his chair because usagi's eyes water immediately and within moments shes launching herself at him, crying all over again. ]
but unfortunately, Usagi is Very, Very upset by these turn of events, and even if she wasn't the fondest of her former roommate she still wishes that this wasn't the outcome.
eventually, they'll peter out and she pulls back suddenly Aware she just made a crying mess on him and rubs her eyes ]
but she sniffs again, rubbing her eyes when it threatens to start again. sometimes you just sit on your feelings for two weeks and it comes back to punch you in the face ]
[ she musters up a smile because if there's one thing she's good at it's surviving terrible ordeals and coming out stronger on the other end. ]
I won't. I'll do my best to make sure everyone else sees it too.
[ after all, if there's one thing she knows she can do no matter what power she has right now, it's bringing comfort and joy. which, after a time floundering about having no direction gives her relief she didn't even realize she needed. thanks won ]
week 1, saturday night
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oh goodness.
he's going to just quietly pull up a seat beside her and place a hand gently over hers]
... Usagi.
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Oh-! Won, you scared me.
[ she smiles at him but it barely holds for a moment before fading again. haha... she can't even fake it at this point ]
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[and he does look sincerely apologetic but]
... need a hug?
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but yeah, he'll wrap her arms around her in an embrace, cradling her close]
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but unfortunately, Usagi is Very, Very upset by these turn of events, and even if she wasn't the fondest of her former roommate she still wishes that this wasn't the outcome.
eventually, they'll peter out and she pulls back suddenly Aware she just made a crying mess on him and rubs her eyes ]
I'm sorry.
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a lot
but regardless he'll just sit through it, letting his hand run through her hair as consolingly as he can, shifting when she does and tilting his head]
... you needn't apologize. Take as much time as you need. I don't mind.
[he can deal with crying girls - he just wishes that he could do more]
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but she sniffs again, rubbing her eyes when it threatens to start again. sometimes you just sit on your feelings for two weeks and it comes back to punch you in the face ]
I don't like this place. It feels so cruel.
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... it is.
And I'm glad that you don't like it here - you're too good for a place like this. Most, if not all people here are.
I hope you don't lose sight of that.
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I won't. I'll do my best to make sure everyone else sees it too.
[ after all, if there's one thing she knows she can do no matter what power she has right now, it's bringing comfort and joy. which, after a time floundering about having no direction gives her relief she didn't even realize she needed. thanks won ]
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Mm. People are relying on you, too.
Keep your spirits up, alright? We'll all help each other get to the other side of this.