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w0, sunday

[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-27 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[haha, well, that was generally a frustrating time! emet-selch is lingering at the railroad station, likely hoping it will be a little quieter this time of day. he's found a bench to settle on, going through the device once more, seemingly focused on it... but at the sound of footsteps, the scrolling stops for a moment.

he doesn't bother to look up as he speaks.]


Well, at least that little meeting was of some use.
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
[the space is likely a good move; he looks up only briefly, exhaling a huff of a breath.]

It remains to be seen if they've been truthful about that, but if they have...

[if they have, then that bodes extremely poorly for all of them.]
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Any such loss should rightly be mourned, for its absence-- even if one no longer knows what it was.

[that's one thing he is absolutely certain of, at least.]
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
We are the only ones who truly know them. Even if another is aware, or was present- they will not know it in the same way.

[they could each share their whole history, but it wouldn't be the same as their own experience of it. something would still be lost.]
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
[he contemplates that, for a moment, turning off the device and tucking it away. his elbows are propped on his knees, fingers laced together.]

The very idea of parts being lost that may not be known again, no legacy being left in their absence-- for those who struggle to leave some footprint with their fleeting existence, what fate could be worse? Whether they promise their return or not, there is no real proof of it.

I truly do find it...

[a shake of his head, posture slumping further.]

Infuriating.
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
There are things it would be more difficult not to understand, after some time.

[it comes with a dismissive wave of his hand-- let him live, he doesn't care that much.]

I have already recorded my own before, and it is a far more arduous task here-- there is no simple way to share eons' worth of memory, nor would I offer it so easily.

[emet-selch isn't here to hand out the knowledge of the ancients willy-nilly.]

I would also not mourn what is yet present.
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
For now? Wait and watch, as has always been my wont. There seems little else to do, now that our interrogations have concluded... we have yet to see the rest of their number, as well.

[sitting around is still a pain, but he is a patient man.]
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
If I were not, that would not change the situation, nor the fact that there is naught else to be done for the moment.

[a nonanswer, but that's probably intentional.]
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 05:42 am (UTC)(link)
[he's stewed in his feelings for several thousand years and he will do it some more. it's fine.]

Most things would be. As you say, airing them would avail us little without any action to be taken-- and so we are left simply with conversation, I suppose.
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[personal profile] arkitect 2020-09-28 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
I might not be opposed.

[flesh vessels do, unfortunately, have to be sustained... so why not have the tea.]

Though I doubt it will work well as an experiment. There is always the high possibility anything shared may not be what is lost, if that should prove true.